Wake up in the morning feeling like P Diddy
(Hey, what up girl?)
Grab my glasses, I'm out the door
I'm gonna hit this city (Lets go)
Before I leave, brush my teeth with a bottle of Jack
Cause when I leave for the night, I ain't coming back
- Tick Tock, Kesha
I’ve never wake up in the morning feeling like P Diddy.
:3 I didn’t know what it would be, waking up feeling like him. I don’t have glasses, I don’t even wear them. Sunglasses included. And, oh! I have no idea what does the song mean by ‘a bottle of Jack’!
XDTruth is, when I woke up that morning, my brain been playing the chorus part of
Chrisye – Jika Surga dan Neraka taj pernah ada. What shocked me the most is that I could never understand what does that song got to do anything with the conversation I’m having.
You see, that morning when I woke up, I was thinking that if I would suddenly die right now, there’s a big, fat chance that I’ll be sent straight to hell. (
Tetibe teringat dialog satu cite kat TV; “Hey! Kawan neraka!” Bengong sungguh!) Okay, maybe not straight. I’ll have to go through with that torture while I’m in grave, rite? D: So, be sent to hell is one thing, but the thought of having to go through the torture while you should be ‘resting in peace’, scares me. Oh, then, when you’re in hell, you’ll get more torture! They said that the torture will be going on like, FOREVER! Do you know how long forever is?
That morning, as I open my eyes, and blinking to the ceiling, I had a sudden realization. What on earth have I done with my life? Surely, I’ve done many wrongs than right. (Let’s see, hair perm-ing, and straightening is considered changing Allah’s creation. That’s some ‘sins-point for me, rite?”)
And surely, praying 5 times a day wasn’t enough to get me to heaven. My brain was saying;
“Ko ingt smayang 5 waktu je ckup? Tah2, smayg ko pun x diterime. Da la ko slaloo pikiaq mnde laen time smayang!” At this point on, my brain was playing
Hanya Padamu – SNADA (That opening where they sang
“Ya Robbii Ya Robbii, Tuhan kami Ya Robbii” would sometimes give me shivers).
The thought of repenting when I’m much older makes my brain said; “
Ko ingat cukup ke ibadat ko kalo bru nak bribadat time tu? Da la masa pun da sikit! Tak pun, umur ko panjang, tp, ko koma ke ape ke? Tak ley wat pape gak? Tak pun, Allah rase ko da tlalu sesat, so, dia turunkan bala skali kne kat ko. Pastu, ko mati tak sempat buat pape…”I had a long conversation with myself that Thursday morning. And it scares me a lot! I have to do something. FAST! But, then, there’s the part where I would usually get lazy. (Well, they did say that laziness is the mother of all sins). So, I didn’t know if I would REALLY change.
lolLife’s short.
Enjoy while it last. Repent while you still have time.
